B A S I C Q U E S T I O N S
[my name is]: Chris
[in the morning i am]: sleepy
[if i could see one person right now]: it'd be debbie 
[afraid of]: very high heights
[I dream about]: lots of stuff, sometimes very random things that leave me confused O_O

H A V E Y O U E V E R . . .
[been in love]: yes, i believe so
[cried when someone died]: no..
[drank alcohol]: lol yes, but never been drunk =P 
[lied]: yea, no one could say no to that

T H I S O R T H A T . . .
[coke or pepsi]: pepsii!
[flowers or candy]: flowers
[7up or sprite]: sprite
[tall or short]: tall

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX . . .
[what do u notice first?]: facial features (smile, eyes, etc.)
[last person u slow danced with]: Jing
[worst thing to say]: everything -_- ~ If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him...is he still wrong?     - George Carlin

W H O . . .
[makes u laugh the most?]: mm, i laugh at lots of things, so i don't know!
[makes you smile]: my friends =D
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them]: what..? funny feeling..?
[has a crush on u?]: haha i dont know, why don't u tell me?
[easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: girls usually

D O Y O U E V E R . . .
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?]: haha no, i just IM her =P
[save aol/aim conversations]: yea
[cried because of someone saying something to u]: mm..yea..well, my equivalent of crying anyway

H A V E Y O U E V E R . . .
[fallen for ur best friend]: haha..uhm..yes..i think so? >_< 
[rejected somone]: gah..uhm..yea..next question please
[used someone]: no, and if so, it wasn't intentional
[been cheated on]: nope
[done something u regret]: ya, haven't we all? 

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
[u talked to on the phone?]: debbie
[hugged]: juli
[u instant messaged]: mm, haha i dunno, i have too many IM's
[u laughed with]: mm, sorrie, don't remember everytime i laugh =P

D O Y O U . . .
[color ur hair]: nope, well, i did once, brown 
[ever get off the damn computer]: haha..uh..every..now and then..really..>_< 
[habla espanol]: no me gusta -_-

H A V E Y O U / / D O Y O U / / A R E Y O U
[smoke]: NOPE!
[obsessive]: mm..lol yea, i think i can be
[could u live without the computer?]: mm, not if i'm going to major in computer science!
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: 195, probably 50 of which are the same people with multiple sn's and 20 of which i probably stopped talking to
[what's your favorite food?]: mm...all kinds =D
[what's ur favorite fruit?]: mm strawberries are good
[drink alcohol?]: yea, but no not really 
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: yea =)
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional..
[trust others way too easily?]: yep, until given a reason not to

F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S . . .
[i want]: mostly right now i want to find my direction in life
[i wish]: alot of things..
[i love]: my friends, my family, and one special person
[i miss]: debbie...and sometimes the past.. 
[i hear:] dead people? x_x
[i wonder]: how my life will be once i set out for college..
[how do u know its love?]: you just..do
[i am]: wasting time and blogging after many long weeks (months?) of not doing so! 

well there you have it, my first blog since...uh..i can't remember when! enjoy!

I know what you're doing, I see it all too clear
I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears
You really had me going, wishing on a star
The black holes that surround you, are heavier by far
I believed in your confusion, you're so completely torn
It must have been that yesterday was the day that I was born
Not much to examine, not enough to hide
You really can't be serious to have to ask me why
I say goodbye

Cause I am barely breathing, I can't find the air
Don't know who I'm kidding, imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting, a fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price, it's worth the price
The price that I would pay

But I'm thinking it over anyway
I'm thinking it over anyway      

And everyone keeps asking, what's it all about
I used to be so certain, now I can't figure out
What is this attraction, it's only filled by pain
And nothing left to reason, and only you to blame
Will it ever change?

Come to find, I may never know
A changing mind, is a friend or foe
I'll rise above, I'll sink below
But everytime, you come and go
Please don't come and go

I know what you're doing
I see it all too clear

          "Barely Breathing" - Duncan Sheik

i am barely breathing...